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So, the week has seemed to drag past, just been same old. However i went to see Russell Brand last night, at the secc in glasgow, and it really cheered me up, he was absolutely hilarious, i was in the front row, i never realised how close it was untill i sat down, i was well chuffed, he took a while to come on, i was seated at quarter past seven, one act was on and then he showed up about quarter past night, was a long wait, but well worth it, i wasnt even going to go, all week i had said no, but my mum persuaded me to go, and i am so happy she did. He walked on all beautiful and glamarous, and i was like wow. He came down to the audience and like got a look at who was there, and when he looked at me i actually got butterflies haha. but anyway he was hilarious, and yeah it made me feel a bit better, so now ive got something to think about when im down.
So, tomorrow, easter sunday, my uncles ashes are getting put in the river across from his house which is also across from ours. I think its half 2, everyone there will need to walk through the field in wellies, and probably fall down swamps and get stung with nettles, so he'll have a good laugh. Thats the most important thing, maybe well get a laugh aswell.
Actually when i was sitting there, infront of Mr Brand, I had a good think aswell, some of the stuff he said really hit me. I mean its true, that all the stuff he does, no matter how terrible it is, he might not exactly mean it, he just wants to make people laugh, maybe sometimes in some peoples views he takes it too far, but some people in the world will be laughing away at it. He also said, that he dosent understand why people can get so angry at the one person, and how its actually really pathetic, and yes it is, i mean out of all the things to do, people will go on youtube and specifically search a video of him just to leave hate comments. which really is ridiculous, he said he dosent actually give a fuck cause hes away up high and them people are low.
Out of all the things happening in the world people choose to go and hate a COMEDIAN.
Ive not done much today, ive only smoked about 8 fags, its now 11pm, so that is really weird, but also good of me. Ive sat on the internet since about 3, wow, thats long. sorry if im not making any sense. i thought about going back to college today in august, but not to do fashion this time, maybe something a bit more exciting, like drama. But im still undecided on that one. Richies away getting me a cheese and pickle sandwich, ive ate crap all day, but it is easter so im sure im not the only one. I also thought about doing so many different things today, i was going to start an online college class, but i never realised that they were that expensive, i wanted to arrange flowers, i wanted to do my hair all nice, i wanted to go out tonight, i wanted to have a laugh. But none of them happened. I might draw later, i drew a picture of richie the other night, i never thought it could take your mind of everything so much, i was so lost in different sizes and different shading. Anyway im away now, to hopefully have a nice dream, and a good sleep so im ready for the morning. I hope it all goes well.